Chemtrails

from Et Putredo in Acedia by Sweet Disaster Soundtrack

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I left a chem-trail to the adolescent cave
Will it find me back in here in to my brain?
Will it make me feel old to be insane?
'Cause I won't let my past induce my shame
Everyday now it's clear to me
That the ugly days are history
I dream of yesterday as I sleep for tomorrow
It reminds me of my childhood sorrow

And I don't want to go back to Freehold Drive
Cause I'll get the chills right down my spine

I was a young boy who didn't play with toys
Instead I'd scream and shout 'til I lost my voice
And no-one understood a thing I said
I had my own little world in my clueless head
As I grew older I didn't fit in
I was always giving up and always quitting
I couldn't find love but I never did drugs
I was a lost soul with my pot of bad luck

And now I know what true love is
And I also know what heartbreak is
I hate having feelings for all the others
When the feelings aren't the same for one another

This is a stage of my life
Between caterpillar, butterfly
Between self-control and selflessness
In my cold crooked twist
This is a stage of my life
Between inside and outside
It's not just run or hide, it's fight or flight
It's death or lonely life

This is a stage of my life
Between caterpillar, butterfly
Between self-control and selflessness
In my cold crooked twist
This is a stage of my life
Between inside and outside
It's not just run or hide, it's fight or flight
It's death or lonely life

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from Et Putredo in Acedia, released January 3, 2017

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